Is anyone else as depressed as I am watching this game?

I was really hoping to watch this game and see Arizona State put up 100 points to make me feel better about our loss to them. It's currently 7-6 for Colorado with 7 minutes left in the second. This is the same team that gave up like 60 points to Fresno State right? This could be a much longer season than I was even expecting. How bad is our defense really? Guess we will see against UCLA.